Decisions Again

Okay, there's two decisions for me to choose before June Holidays cometh. Those decisions are for me to go for 2 camps. One is the official Baptist Camp, Mission GAME and the other is a camp for the Whole Malaysia's Churches invited by my friend from LYPG. I don't really know the camp's name, so I'll explain the camp's details below.

Alright, first for Baptist's Mission GAME. Seriously, I really want to go for this camp, and honestly to say, I'm going there because of a girl. An amazing girl with a pair of gorgeous eyes, and a friend I've met two years ago, but never really get in touch to until last year's Heroes Camp. Secondly, I am passionate to know more about mission because I want to Missionary for God.

For the second camp, from what I've heard, I remember my friend told me that this camp is for specially for youths to discover what they want to do for God in their future careers. I want to go there, some how deep in me I still don't know what I really want to do for my career in the near future. More overly, 60% of my conscience tells me I want to be a missionary doctor, but 40% of my conscience tells me I want to do something even more extraordinary like a Scientist or something even less hard and complicating careers.

Now time to choose and think about what's gonna happen. If I do not choose to go for Mission Game, probably I will not be able to see My Crush. Because this is the last time, I'm gonna see her and maybe after this year she's going back to America for college and I won't be seeing her again. Problem is, I really like to see her, she is so sweet and kind, and this never fails, I can't stop looking at her beautiful pair of eyes. I want to get closer probably just only BEST friend which I can easily talk to her. Because I don't really have much of a girl which is a friend to talk to.

For the second camp, I don't really feel there's any thing that I'll lose. But in my heart, whenever there's a camp, I feel God is telling me to go. I really don't know and I don't want decide on my own this time. Experience tells me, I'll suffer a lot, if I choose on my own.

Mainly, I also don't want to choose to go for a camp just because of a girl. I don't know

suddenly, I like a girl that's different from any person here in Malaysia. I don't know I just wanna say, I'll let God to choose, if He lets me to go to meet this girl, then probably He'll bring us close as a friend and probably there's something extraordinary that God is planning for me.

So I'll just wait for his answers! :)

Signing off,

Davey Davio[created by a swedish friend of mine, Tova!! (love her much! XP)]

Curiosity To Find Peace

There's something in my heart that makes me so curious about God. I am so curious about something that I've learn during prayer meetings. During sharing, I've heard many people shared about the visions they saw when they were praying, and the sharing they shared was so deep that I can't really understand, then I compare my sharing to others and I felt my sharing is like a child's sharing with all those simple things about my life but others were so deep and they understand what God is telling them through their visions.

I asked my dad about visions and he told me he himself can see visions too. I know some where in the Bible did mention about visions, and I am so curious to experience this thing call SEEING VISIONS.

Lately, I've been very undisciplined, I've done things that I shouldn't do. I'm desperately seeking peace in the Lord, but I've put myself in too much home works and plenty of school's work, I didn't really plan my time to spend with the Lord. There's a lot of things, I want to learn from my dad, he's been telling that he have peace with the Lord.

I am like what kind of PEACE my dad meant! I am feeling so frustrated about the life style I'm having and I am wanting that PEACE with the Lord. I'm having unnecessary tiredness, unnecessary headaches, I can just screw everything up and I just want my Lord.

I want to spend a quite time with the Lord and just really experience, waiting and listen to him.

I guess I've talked too much, I ought to do something better than this.

Signing Off,

Dave

Extraordinary Sunday

There's one word I want to describe this week's Sunday, and the word is AWESOME!! It's really an extraordinary Sunday compare to my usual Sunday that I only just go to church on every Sunday morning but today, it happened 3 great things for my life experiences.

Today, as usual, I goes to my own church every Sunday morning, we had Sunday school, worship, sermons and stuff. But every of my usual Sunday never fails to give me the great fellowship and time to spend with my youths. Seriously, I love them very much!

After church, I went back home and had a nap so that I have strength to go for a prayer gathering at Hotel Maya, nearby KLCC. I was quite disappointed at first because no one from my church is going with me, obviously I was feeling quite lonely but nonetheless I am going to that prayer gathering for one purpose, that is to seek God in that prayer gathering.

Well something happened, just right after I leave from house for like 10 minutes, I was so blurred and so happy at the same time, that I walked like an idiot walking on the street, running, singing because I was using my headphones with songs playing and I was hanging my rapidKL VIP tag. As I was walking, my tag dropped down on the ground without me noticing, after a few moments I checked my tag and guess what? I was DAMN SHOCKED, all my mind was thinking, without the tag I still can ride the train but without that tag going home with me, my mom gonna KILLs me. I started praying to Jesus, and said please Lord, let me find my tag to be on the ground which I can find it nearby! As I was desperately looking for it, suddenly two Indians or Sikhs came right in front of me, one of them was holding MY TAG! Without feeling shy, I just said sorry to them, and tell them that's my tag, and they was kind enough to give it back to me, as they found it on the ground.

I gave God a short praise when I got my tag back,and hurried off to the train station. In the station, my spirit was talking to God:" Lord, I thank you that those two persons are kind to give back my tag, because if they ain't nice people, I don't think I get the tag back." So in the train, I asked God to bless those two young men! =)

Well for the prayer gathering, it was awesome! Never felt so peaceful and delight in God's spirit, praying for our nation, for our growth, for our generation, and for God to speak to us in many kind of ways. It's been like a month for me, since I have been to a prayer gathering like this and everyday it never fails to let me endured in his presence. Believe it or Not, I spent 3 hours straight just praying and dwell in his presence and I just feel like go for more, is like the 3 hours was so short for me.

After the prayer, our gang the LYPGians went for our dinner in KLCC's food court, we had a lovely fellowship. I've kinda opened up myself to people more, and start some conversation with people. Praise God that the person next to where we're eating ask about who we are, and he's an Indian, and my friend Yew Meng gave him our daily LYPG Prayer meeting's and time.

So after the whole dinner, my friend Eunice gave me a lift to my home with her car. This is the part, where I felt it a bit strange, Eunice is a very nice and the BEST sister in Christ I've ever met but one thing that really made me ponders about it was whenever I talked to her about how to lead my youths and stuff, and I've finished talking about my point, and it's turn for her to reply, she will stop for like 30 seconds or 1 minute long then only she will reply me. For that short silence, I was wondering beside her, thinking did I said anything wrong or something that is irrelevant that made her stop talking.

I got back home with this fuzzy strange about her because this is like not the first time, I've been talking to her. I went quickly to my dad's room and ask God:" Lord, why this sister of mine, sounded a bit strange? Is it something that I've said that made her stop?" Slowly, God lead me to share this with my dad, and wonderfully it was the right answer from God. Know what my dad said?

My dad said:" Don't worry, it's not your fault. Sometimes where spiritual people like your friend stopped in a conversation like that, doesn't mean you have said something wrong. It was herself is communicating with the Holy Spirit, of what to reply to you. I myself(my dad) had experienced with Uncle Michael(mark's Dad) and Pn. Sri."

Wow, what a relieved. To my amazement, I didn't know some people was even that close with God. Haha Well just to say my friend Eunice, is very a good sister of Christ to me. I can say that she really takes good care of me and she did helped me a lot through a lot of things! I really appreciates her a lot and I pray God will bless her mightily for she did for others! =)

Well this is how my extraordinary Sunday was! =)

Dave

A Friend that I'll Never Forget

As time passes, when you're just sitting in your class, listening and learning like about everything for almost 5 years in your secondary school. One sad news just popped out to everybody, while we were electing new committees for our class, our friend Georgina told us that she can't be in any position because she's going to leave for Sarawak next week. Some of us got shocked that she's gonna leave so soon without us knowing about it. As for me, I feel that our class going to be bored with one less friend around.

All of us knew Georgina very well, except me because obviously I'm a boy which I don't mixed to girls very often. So since she's going to leave next week, our class teacher and classmates planned a farewell for Georgina.

So on 7th January 2010, we had farewell party for her! We wrote memory card for her with everyone's signature on it, we gave her a present, and most of all for the girls they gave her a big farewell hug!

Forget the fact,

that I look retarded over here

.

Here is Georgina..

Our Beloved classmate! =)

Okay the girls of our class

Well we're gonna miss her a lot, and hereby I wish her a Happy Farewell, May God bless her and her family, I pray that she'll be blessing to every in her life. For my class, oh well, we're gonna continue our school with my less friend around! haha =)

Dave

Herose From the Dead

On December 9-12, 2009. I have to say, I did not the make the wrong decision to go for National Baptist Heroes Camp. Why I say this, it's because before this camp I was complaining to God that I dislike to mix with people, as you know on my previous post, I've mention that I'm tired of people and don't trust anyone in my life. For another reason, I'm scared I'll get jealous to see her with him, even though I don't have the feeling for her. The last reason was I have another to camp on Dec 17-20.

Okay, on the first day of Heroes camp, I'm still bearing the unwilling heart to go for this camp, the feeling of DON'T BELONG, until that night the 1st session of the camp was something from God. The camp speaker, Pastor Victor Wong shared the all-known story of David and Goliath. As he was mentioning all the points and the supernatural happenings in the Bible and of course the funny Today's Victor Version which put a lot of smile out of everyone.

I heard a voice's from my mind. The voice said:" You see David, God has not forgotten you, instead this very first day of the camp had mentioned your name from the Bible. Who say that this camp is not from God for you?" When the voice had just finished, Pastor Victor Wong then asked of who is age of 16 and named David to raise up their hand. I raised up my hand, and pr. Victor said he got something special for me to do for everyone after the session.

Alright after the whole session, pr. Victor called me out and asked me to sling the stone like the David in the Bible. Embarrassingly, I can't shoot all the stone to the paper above the slide stand. From that night, that DON'T BELONG feeling left me.

Through this camp, I've learn how to be a Hero for this world, how to be Hero M.A.Dness. How to be successful in my studies and of course to place Jesus above everything. I've cried so terribly on the 2nd night as I surrendered everything to the Lord. Tears flowing from my eyes for 15-20 minutes, I can't stop crying when they displayed the crucifixion of Jesus. I was asking Lord, Why? Why so cruel? Why you have to go through all this? Why I complain? Why Am I not appreciating a lot of things? Please Lord, forgive me and change me, USE me, although the past was so hurtful but I still want to do what I'm passionate for, that is to make a difference in people's life and I ended with pr. Daniel praying for me.

Second thing, through the WorldGame, I have to cut this short, because I'm afraid that all of you might going to close this if it's too long. Oh well in the World Game, it was pretty messy and confusing, I was chose to be in South Korea, not to mention I've got to most incredible and awesome team mates. In the game, we have to manage ourselves with enough food, goods and education for our survival as a country. Of course, there's a fear of being attacked by other countries(Players of the camp).

Slowly, in this game, crisis, disasters, corruption, war and unfairness happened(literally I'm talking the process of the game, not real war or happenings.) I was thinking all these things that happened in this game, it's feel so real that all these are even happens in our real world.

Until the last day, pr. John told us that because one man's greed and desire for power can destroy the world but it needs so much effort and people to make the world to be a better place. He shared something about we being Christ's ambassadors, what are we gonna do for the world? He challenged us with that and the most funny part was everyone was changed, they threw down their selfishness, and start distributing all their resources to everyone in the world. Some countries officially made themselves to become a Christian country, but some of countries still have stubborn heart like Russia(in the game) still nuclear bombing other countries.

I've secretly heard one of the Russian's President, they said let us bomb India first and then we only we turn ourselves to be a Christian Country. I was laughing by the side, if this is real, I think God would not forgive that.

4 days have passed so quickly, that I wanted to stay there longer and I met my old crush. I really admired her eyes and I've procrastinated to talk to her throughout the camp. Thanks to my coward self but I got a chance to take a group with her.

I really thank God for that camp. Oh I forgot to mention, through the world, I didn't felt jealous at all when he was with her. Well guess I was to overwhelmed with God's grace and love. I don't even bother those two but I turned to be supportive to both of their relationship! =)

Well that's all for now. Thanks for reading! =)

Sincerely,

Dave!