I've read through the previous post that I've posted on Aug 22nd last year, those reminiscence just came back to me,for example, the image of the train station, the college, the colour of the sky, the people, and the girl's expression. I'm glad to say, that I've never gone far in having a crush on that girl. Just say, I was being very juvenile by the emotions I expressed by that day. I could remember I told my elder sister, Swee Hoon about the whole incident last year.
Anyway, quit the silly chit chat about the past, and focus about the present day.
Well, time really do fly if you asked me, I'm currently a college student now, not of the old silly high school boy any longer, that means there's more responsibility, more challenges, more obstacles to go through.
As in the previous update, I've mentioned about Methodist College Kuala Lumpur, where I had my Bible Knowledge class there. Currently, it is my college now, and I am a student there, studying A-Level courses. I'm not going to bore you with the subjects I've struggled to, but I'm going to tell you how this college changed my life and my perspective about people.
I have this bunch of friends, mostly are acquaintances actually, but I couldn't imagine how different these people are. Most of them are very smart, super good students, some of them are from rich family even though they denied they are. Most of them are kind people, if you're always a depressing and a down person, I think these people will never fail to put your "frown upside down".
"Kind", it seems a really nice word indeed, but I am very terrified with that. The reason is, these people are really not ordinary people, their kindness are way unpredictable, I couldn't even describe what is the level of their superb kindness. I just can't describe it, try it if you were.
I just fell with amazement, these people are so touched by God, probably that's the reason why they are so different and kind. I just went out with a couple of girls to buy a gift for someone in our class, I could tell that journey wasn't that simple by JUST buying a gift, it was much more than that.
Call me obnoxious, but for that matter I am, and not to the girls, but towards myself and only me alone. Those two girls went all the way so far and tiring, to buy a gift with so much truth in it, so that the person they give will receive an everlasting gift. To be honest, in my entire life, I've never saw such an extent of kindness, it makes me doubt my so called "words of kindness". Maybe I never taught to be that kind, I never see kindness in my own experience, I only heard of it, seen it in TV, but I never experience that in deep feeling for kindness. Maybe I have never such kind person appear in my life before, not until these people.
For a reason there, I vowed to myself, I'm going to learn how to be kind, I'll let God to open my eyes, but not to force myself to be kind, it'll grieved my soul if I do that, I want to experience that by the willing of the heart, soul and spirit.
Cheerio,
Dave
