Friday, April 30, 2010

Deep Desires


Awesome, I guess I finally achieve the longest record of not updating my blog. Hmm I guess it been a month long or more. I guess I have to give some excuses for not updating? I guess NOT!! Haha Nah, I'll say my excuses anyway.

1st, well I was pretty lazy. I actually wanted to blog during this past month, but I can't think of anything, and I got lazy all the sudden so I went to play some games. :P

2nd, I was pretty tight in my schedule. Having a lot of home works, been to a lot of extra classes and recently was busy practicing for EB2.

Alright, who cares about my excuses, what I really wanted to write in this post is my deepest desires in my life.

After seeing how the world goes by, I felt life is getting pretty complicating and evil, and utterly boring. Wherever you go, wherever you are, everywhere is just the same. We often complain the place we now living sucks or doesn't meet our needs. Other places are also the same.

The most horrifying truth I get to know, was that the place of my dreams was full of sinful lust and practices. I cannot imagine even in our everyday music was some kind of weapon to destroy humanity, destroying hopes and losing the sense of reality.


To face the truth, mankind is forgetting who is God, and the day is getting nearer. To confess, I am also reluctant for that day to come because I still want to enjoy the adventure of this world, I feel life is fun because everyday is a blessing from the Lord. I can't wait to see my future that God had planned ahead, I found life is AMAZING with what the Lord gave me.

So my deepest desires are of course to change a heart, so that the world can at least change, especially to change my own heart 1st. My deepest desires also includes getting closer to the Lord. I desire to do good. I desire to see a change in my life.

My desires are also to leave a legacy in this world and also I desire to have the Most Gorgeous Wife and the most precious person in life. I desire to have the long lasting and eternal relationship with her. :) (Well the gorgeous means the most beautiful pair of eyes. 0.0) :P

My last desire is to score my SPM this year, because I want to prove myself that I can be discipline. I can schedule and take control of my life and time. Probably from this time onwards, I am starting to change and be organized.

Well I guess this is all I can write on, cause I got to go, I can't just leave my brother to cook on himself. See y'all people. Take Care :)

Signing Off, Davey. :)